You’ve told yourself that you can’t have the things you want because you don’t deserve them. You think you need wealth and stability. You think you need the structure your current situation has. This is exactly true if you keep thinking like this. Always searching for wealth and stability but doing nothing differently will keep you always searching for your happiness. Nothing changes. You never grow. Let go of what you think is supposed to be right and start allowing the heart to lead. You will find that your perception of wealth and stability changes through your growth.